The little little things...

21

2011-05-31T22:56:00.000+08:00

Just turned 21

Threw my 2nd birthday party in the 21 years of my life. lol. It turned out fine, though there were some, whom i was hoping would come did not turn up. well anyways, its still good.. at least, it doesnt feel like its just another normal day...

Thanks to Miss Kit Tan, i got my virgin experience at Filter. music is thumbs up. ambience was great, just that its too freakin' small. but well i was only there to see see, so doesnt matter. The flaming lambo is love. I think right now, the only flaming lambo that can bring me to heaven is filter's. had quite a number of glasses of champagne. end result...puke. 20th birthday puked and gone in powerhouse, 21st birthday, puked but still standing strong. hah. guess i learned my lesson? anyways, if your reading this Kit (you will la, cos im gona comment at your blog and you will end up coming to my blog too. heheh), thanks for the bringing me to Filter yea, and also the flaming lambo.

*Courtesy of Kit*

Somehow, i thought i had let go, but its just hidden deep beneath me...unknowingly..

Thank you <3

Alright that's all for tonight. bye~

updates updates

2011-04-03T22:46:00.004+08:00

*sweep sweep*

finally, a new update after a few milions yeas missing in action.

1st update-posted to airbase already. am at tengah airbase now. its knn the far like hell. travelling to work is a pain every morning. luckily the people there are still alright. hopefully it gets better as it goes.

2nd update-ending of march has been quite a bad month for me, was given 6 demerit points and fined 150 just for going into road shoulder because of traffic jam and the stupid rain. tsk. AND got knocked down by this car at the carpark, lucky nothing happened to me and the bike damages was minor. mum gave me a 4 leaf clover for good luck, hopefully it works. and and and hope the letter jangan datang la please.

3rd update-im involved in this year's NDP la sia...sucks ttm can...worse thing is one of the rehearsal falls on my birthday!! @#$%$#@!@#%^&*()(*& on my 21st birthday some more siaaaaaa :((((((

anyways, just got back from IVP photos will be up soon, i hope, its not with me, so it's ona take some time. so yea.. so lazy to go work tomrrow...haiz oh well, goodnight peeps...*peace*

"Fight to your last breath RP oi RP oi RP oi, gooooooo RP SELATRA WARRIORS YES!!"

2011-02-08T22:19:00.004+08:00

Helooooooooo!!!! Goodness...wonder how long have i not updated..

Along the way there's too much happenings. Most of it i cant recall already so ya..

Anywaysss...Dont have to say much, i guess most of you already know im currently working for RSAF. Yes, and im passing out soon. Which means exam is coming. Which means time for hardcore revision. Cannot afford to fail la.

Best thing, first day of work after new year got bombarded with assignments..Sianz to the max..

Next on Chinese new year, its the same every year la, nothing new or interesting. Not feeling the new year mood this year though..

Valentine's day is coming wor....Would it be a fun night out or a stay home valentine's? hmm.

Officially missin' you..

2010-10-30T17:55:00.004+08:00

I don't know if it sounds stupid, but yes i had a longing for you ever since the day we first went out...

I don't know how you feel for me, but thoughts of you roamed in my head every single second, every single day...

I don't know if we will make it, but i really wished we would...

I don't know if you ever miss me, but I'm officially missing you...

From boys to men

2010-10-09T20:57:00.003+08:00

It's been a week to POP... can't believe the 2 months had actually ended..tough as it may be, there were many great moments too, especially with my bunk mates.. God knows how much i miss crapping with them.. anw here's some sneak peeks...POP LO!!!
Thank you kak farah for coming down:)

Familia..

Looking back at BMT nw, its actually a fun and wonderful experience fo me. (though i hate all the outfields and stuff..) Definitely memorable...=) To those whose yet to enter BMT, try to enjoy ur time in Tekong, it's one hell of a time.
Peace out...

The ending of a journey is a beginning of another...

Family

2010-06-16T21:16:00.002+08:00

Peace and blessings
So, according to the lunar calendar, its supposingly my birthday today. Yes yes, my family celebrate according to the lunar calendar. Why? i duno. so ya. But anyway... let the pics talk...

looks gd kan the cake. haha. its made from agar agar btw. nice. best of all low fat. ^^

Family. (not full, granny's aslp)

cake cutting time! i mean agar agar...

Simple celebration, but i appreciate it. not everyone gets tis. Thank you loved ones..=)

Abit about werk today.. some funny shit happened today. Apparently, our forever strict Encik gave us a glimpse of his funny side.. lol.

logistic personnel enters office.. walks to my Encik table..

Encik: eh vijay, where are my ladies cap ar? u tell me by today. today when?

personnel: havent come la. they..

Encik interrupts: wad havent come? they wait how long alr? think funny ar. *points to a big fella* see my bodyguard not? dont try to be funny ok. u move abit he summerslam you ar.

me and some others on shift: *burst into laughter*

personnel: eh i receive orders for shirts from 3 of ur trainees. i leave it to you to give them ar.

Encik: wad size?

personnel: size 3. all size 3.

Encik: gals ar?

personnel: no la. guys.

Encik: who the f**k where size 3???

my corporal on shift: eh sir! i where size 2 leh!

Encik: you are retarded la you. *walks out of office*

corporal: *stunned*

rest of us: *continue bursting into laughter*

funny shit? tell me abt it. lol.

On another note, i havent been bumping into BFF for some time. BFF, i miss you la. So long never see you, talk to you, disturb you alr. =( But no worries, i understand. If you hapen to read this, wish you the best with him, study hard though school sucks everyday and please eh, control your smoking huh. Misses..

Mis-seen

2010-06-15T18:53:00.003+08:00

Everyone has their group of friends, good friends, best friends, hi-bye friends. Well, its always good to have them around, be it sad times or happy times. They care for you, you care for them, sharing your woes as well as your delights. However, nowadays i noticed, if you show too much care on someone or being too concern, especially if its towards the opposite sex, it kind off portray the wrong image to other people around us. Hmmm.. Why eh? I keep getting such feedback. I know, caring and showing concern are some signs of affection, but i don't really see that it should be that way always, at least that's what I think. Anyway, people out there, there's no offence to anyone, anybody. Just ranting my thoughts out. If I've said or made any offensive point, I'm very sorry alright. Im just afraid that I'll put people in a difficult/embarassing spot and bring them unwanted attention/trouble. Especially those who already had more than enough problems to handle. Peace ok? ^_^

Mayday's over

2010-06-01T18:47:00.002+08:00

Trust...a simple word with deep meaning, and somethng hard to gain. Along the way of growing up, i learnt the importance of this word. Breach it, and it'll be gone for good. Yes you may think that trust can be gained back by repenting your mistakes and shit but let me tell u something, Trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if its broken, but there'll always be cracks in the reflection. The distorted reflection will be the scar of a trust you've broken. I've seen many of such cases, i admit i used to take trust for granted. Ended up losing my close friends, people whom i really needed. Let this be a lesson, hope you people out there know what you're doing.

On the brighter side..

The month of May have been fun and fruitful. Its a month filled with events, with joy and laughter. anw, shall let the pics do the talking..

Mom's day.. =)

Graduation!!

and here's my dear Dharma babes and dudes. Good job for Momentum as well as Zapin D' Muara. keep up the good work, shall see u guys at Muse, hopefully. =)

birthday at swensens, and belated celebration for WR and BR oh and also YR farewell dinner.. YR, take care at tekong huh!! think i will see u there though. haha.

Oh oh!! danny gt license alr!! =))) haha. anw if u people are hoping to see the pic of my bike den forget it ok, its jus an RXZ. no big deal. well i'll be off to the roads alr. tc ppl. =)

on another note: guitar strings snapped...gotta change new ones....brrrrr!

back in biz

2010-04-23T22:20:00.004+08:00

Its been more than a month i updated. hah.. well who's gona read anw ryt..
so much happened for the past few weeks. good things bad things..guess its part of the cycle of life.. though i learned sumthing about myself. i jus seem to not noe hw to control myself. and at times, i fail to see the real reason why sumthing has happened tat way. guess tats my weakness. anw.......nxt mth's coming soon. =D alot of events ar. actually...starting frm sunday..lol. sunday is my curly hair bro's match agnst nationals. wooo~ kick their ass la hor, dunid say much. i noe u can wan. dun think too much. and den monday is his cousin's jason's bdae. think the only plan is to drunk him on the friday at powerhse or sumthing. oh yes friday clubbing. which reminds me....im supposed to be at the club nw instead of typing tis out. thnx to my fren who cancelled it last minute. tsk. den follow up wud be my tp.. yes agn, hope tis time round pass sia. haiz. up nxt is graduation!!! yeayyyness. finally my diploma, aftr 3 yrs.. lol. on the same day, lil chillie bdae. not gona say much here. haha. *zip* well think tats all for now. gotta run. see u'll peeps. have a wonderful nite.. =)

on another note..im itching to club..like seriously...

shagged shaggy

2010-03-13T22:52:00.003+08:00

today's rp and sp friendly.. holy crap man...i totally lost my standards.. but 1 think im very pleased and proud of is the team, and my juniors. i see tremendous improvements in u guys compared to when all of u jus entered. keep on training ppl and dun lose steam. this yr ivp, bring back the championship. i noe u guys can do it. i hope i could join u guys. selatra for life..=)

on another note..some lessons learned..

love..as beautiful as tis 4 letters seem. to me, its hell of a complicated affair. its not jus abt emotions. there has to be commitment between the 2 parties. however, though both are willingly to commit, under circumstances, there are still factors or barriers to break them apart. the usual examples..religion as main, family upbringing, personal expectations, etc...as easy as we could fall in love, its easy to fall out of love too. so ppl, before u jump into the pool of love and get stuck deep..open up eyes wide and think ahead...

respect..tis one word, simple yet impactful. having it brings u around, lacking it will drop u dead dwn. yes, its jus tat important to learn to respect ppl around you. be it things u say, ur actions, behaviour, respect shud be the main thing in mind b4 execution of any of the above. once tis component is missing, trouble will come knocking at ur doorstep. trust me, it wouldnt be pleasant. i noe, cos i've learnt it the hard way...bear this in mind...

Unmendable fault

2010-03-09T11:33:00.003+08:00

alrite friend..guess i've said the wrong stuff and messed things up again. ur rite..perhaps i shud learn about wads privacy.. perhaps i shud learn wads respect towards people..the fault is on me, i failed to see things tat way and i've failed to understand things in ur shoes. i noe it was selfish of me, and im wrong.For tat, i wrote things i shudnt have. i said i didnt cared, but in fact i do, i wrote tat because at tat point in time, i was taken over by emotions. like u said. i shud learn to filter my words and sentences.i realised my mistake for being overboard with my comments. and erm, i noe im such an ass for nt knowing hw to appreciate for wad u decided to reveal to me, instead i turned back at you. i noe my actions have gone beyond the limit..but i am sincerely remorseful of it now. im gona need a freaking miracle to happen to earn ur forgiveness and trust back again, or i'll lose it all, cos i noe, ur stand is firm but neverthless, here's to u, buddy....
to NUR'AINI KAMARUDDIN,
here's a big sorry to u..i mean it..for ur not at fault, it was always me to begin with....

bye bye peeps..

2010-02-16T23:03:00.003+08:00

alritey peeps.. today wud be my last day of fun, no no. my last day of fun jus ended.. from tmr onwards, danny will be serving the nation loh.. i mean..its no big deal, every boyboy oso serve the nation. but....im gona miss alot of peeps out there.. so i decided to make a list...

1) Aini buddy- hey bud, thnx for being the fren whose always there listening, and always there to crap along wif me. and also for the times u cared..hope that u do fine at ur new workplace. and try to stay a lil cool, like u said ur rebellious by nature, but i noe u can control wan, as long ur willing to try, u can wan la. and erm, sorry for the times when my words sounds hurtful, u noe me being staightforward la eh.im gona miss u bud. hope to hear frm u soon k.tc..

2)jill- hey loves. thnx for many things. thnx for that lovely nite. thnx for ur funny msgs. thnx for ur company. i really appreciate everything and every second with you. make sure u eat eh, and dun snack too much eh. haha. misses. chiakkkk=)

3)kak farah- yo sista from another momma. haha. best sister awardshud go to u la eh..haha. thnx for taking care of adik since day 1 when i step into selatra. and yea ur advices. adik will miss u.

4) uno- weiii best fren..u noe i seriously duno wad to say leh. cos wad u done for me, canot describe wif words leh. haha. all i wana say is a big thank you for everything! gona miss u too ok! mus miss me oso! =P

5)pika and dayah- *ka ching ka ching* haha. hello my bell sisters. u 2 eh mus look after each other ok. dun always quarrel( once in awhile can ar, if not boring ar haha). and dayah listen to pika k. pika really care for u, she actually did alot, jus tat u nvr realise. she's really a gd kakak. and and study hard. pika...u eh i worry more la. dun always overwork urself, make sure u grest enuff so that u wont sick tat easily. and if u fall sick, make sure u take ur meds eh. jgn tk mkn ubat eh. dayah promised to watch u alr. haha. and thnx for the morning rides to sch, to breakfast, to lunch, and sumtimes hanging out aftr sch, i really miss it badly, but its gona be good memories for me. u and adik take care, and wish u well for ur future endeavours. oh dayah, dun dance too much until like tat time eh, tired alr rest eh. *huggies*=)

6)Shasha,yatt, zul- helo brother and sisters.. hvnt being talking to u guys for long time. but tat doesnt mean i've forgotten u all. one day we shall have a mit up aite? oh yatt. i still owe u 2 bdae gifts.=X lol.

7)rangers- eh eh eh, thnx for tonite bros. thnx for making me smile today. bet u'll duno im eeling dwn ryt. haha. but yea thnx for all the laughter. we'll mit up soon la ok. eh and and. dun bully ben ben alr. always say him dumb, later he really become dumb. lol. anw, u guys take care hor!!
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8) selatra- was honoured and will always be for being part of the team. train hard u guys and rest well. fight ur best for the comps. may all of u be champions in the ring. hope to mit u guys at he comps if possible. tc.

9)dharma- helo my dear gals and 1 or 2 boys. haha. wei, gona miss u all laaa. too bad i couldnt join u guys for momentum. but dun worry, i'll most prob be back for muse. will miss singing 'isabella' wif u gals! tc! train hard and dance beautifully. =)

to those whom i've left out, i apologise. but, thnk u for being part of my life, and the things u've done for me. i appreciate it alot. Will miss u guys! take care my peeps! loves!

lost

2010-01-19T23:46:00.003+08:00

Its been sometime i've felt such bitterness and emptiness, like as though ive lost everything..

week 12 alr

2010-01-12T10:03:00.002+08:00

wow wow...in another 1 mth's time, its bye bye RP. lol.

so fast rite...

finally no more PBL, but but but no more performances alr..=((

worst thing is..im saying helo to RSAF the following week aftr i take my cert.wtf...

so early... gona miss u ppl...

anw~~~

some past updates..

sunday, best!! haha

went to fetch buddy at nite, but b4 tat in the aftrnn, was walking arnd suntec , so decided to drop by royal sporting house (bud's workplace)..den...

me: *took a random shirt* erm excuse me, do u have M for tis?

bud: *so semangat, without looking at me at all* oh, tis is the last piece

me: *stood there..was like...wth..lol*

bud: *looked up* DAN!!!!! citot!!!$!#$^&*()(*&^%$#@!#

hahaha!! ni buddy cute btl la. lol.

should have recorded ur reaction dwn la. haha. buat kenangan. lol.

oh yea...jill's daddy still in hospital..hope he's feeling better and could be discharged soon..

andandand jilly, o worries aite, daddy will be fine. =)

anw, break time!! see yall later peeps!!

(please insert title)

2009-12-27T22:36:00.003+08:00

woi woi woi woi woi...

bored like hell la...

holidays can be such a boredom sumtimes..

esp when ur pocket has a big hole..

bored to the maxxxx..

anw~~~ i duno wads wif me...i realised i was becoming so persistant

wif certain issues which i think...i shudnt be bothered.

no no, i shudnt even make a start abt it..

haiya...

see..

tats the problem when ur bored at hme, alone in the room..

keep thinking abt all the nonsense,

den stress

den sad

den later go jump building..lol

jus kidding..my life, its too wasteful to jus throw it away lidat..

oh, suddenly it jus reminded me of sumwan! BFF! =)

she's such a sweet lil gal..haha. tis happened aftr ISF..

was otw leaving sch, den i was outside TRCC building riding around on my fren's bike, jus

like try2 his bike and stuff. den den aftr tat, i went to BFF..

suddenly she start smacking my arm and scold...

BFF:" Dan! u dun treasure urself, other ppl do u noe!

u noe hw dangerous it was to do tat?!

and u nvr put any helmet on! "

i was stunned for a moment, den..

Me: "OW OW okok sorry sorry!! "

BFF: *serious look*

*smack me agn*

"Next time dun do that ar!"

Me: OW! okok!

*sorry look*

BFF: Promise eh!

Me: yes yes promise!

swit kan? tats y i say..it would be a waste to jus jump off a building..

well well, guess i'll be gg alr...so bored..tc peeps...

avatar

2009-12-20T00:43:00.003+08:00

cool movie..

shud watch it, the story line is kinda good,

ending quite touching and yea, 4.5 stars.

well well, another week i feel like...i duno hw to describe la...jus so nt-in-the-mood kinda feeling..

oh oh and shit, i gt a freaking letter frm the sch to my mum saying that i pon cls...bacin btl ni skola...canot pon cls alr...tsk.. on another note..i passed 5.02!! and gt my PDL! yayness.. another 3 more prac to TP and license..

anw.. to dear buddy, rest well. feels like ur having a tough time at work.. jus tc aite. hope to see u real soon.

and to babygal, im sorry..

Happy 20th Sister, and Twin

2009-12-16T23:06:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday twinnies!!

Farah(right)...Farhana, her twin(left)

Went out wif the birthday girl just now, kind of had a mini-celebration/gathering/ dinner..

hope u like the simple card. haha. guess ur still figuring out when i make the card..lol

anw, nth much for me to say, everything is written in the card alr, so ya..once agn..

Happy birthday dearest sister!!

enjoy while it last, and God bless..=)

A gd fren, caring sister and a patient captain..

holidays

2009-12-14T23:19:00.002+08:00

YAY!! last day of sch!!! so happy-not...-.-

maybe yes, cos i get to slp longer...

but yea..i duno i dun seem to feel any diff even if its the hols...

can someone jus shake me to my senses...

i've been feeling so not in the right state of mind these days,

i wake up feeling so dwn, so not-myself for the past few mornings, and im suddenly so affected by the little things ppl say or do...and i dunoe why...

best thing is...i freaking like gona fall sick AND i fail my blardy 5.02 today..

wad a way to start the hols..haiz haiz haiz...

anw

2 more days to dear sister, farah's birthday, surprise time..watch out for flying flour bombs. hehe. jus kidding...but yea, had sumthing up my sleeve alr...

fyp has been a bugger...but no choice have to do if i wana graduate, CE...completed....UTs...hate it...urgh, if onli i could jus burn all the notes into a glass of water and drink it, den everything jus stays in my head...den i dun have to mug my ass off....irritating...

anw

gtg...nites ppl...

silat pengantin

2009-12-14T14:00:00.003+08:00

Sunday.. illah's brother's wedding... =)

=))

guess wad...its hols tmr!! 3 weeks of holiday..rest rest rest..

things to do:

clean up room

complete freaking license

revision

trainings...

ENJOY!!

guess tats all...prac5.02 later..hope i pass...

later~~

december days

2009-12-11T10:24:00.003+08:00

Hi hi hi hi hi hi hi

gd days ya'll !! 1 mth never blog. lol. long or wad. haha

anways...back-tracking...

last sunday.... standard chartered marathon..

my hotstuff buddy here finish the run ,with a distance of 42.195km (giler!!!!)

well, im so proud of u bud'...cos i noe, i cannot run tat distance..i'll probably die halfway through. lol.

and yes,went dwn to mit her, and she was like limping all the way.

great effort though. =))

next up...

ISF..

had fun as usual, and injuries as usual....oh well..

photos are not up yet, will post it as soon as its uploaded..

...........

im in class nw btw, bored and sleepy...

the urge to pon class is like overwhelming...

guess i leave at 2nd break....

its first break nw, later~~

overdose of action and fun

2009-10-16T23:12:00.003+08:00

im back~~ sorry for the long2 time nvr update...been super busy wif rehearsals.
super the duper tired cans...ppl fall sick and stuff..for me, i didnt, or shud i say hvnt..BUT im having bruises and aches all over..

anw.....tis weeeeeek...has been like a roller coaster,there were ups and downs. i learn new stuff, get to know alot of ppl. had alot of fun. had shitty times.. i cant believe i was actually so dumb all the time..but well, things has been gg smooth though..for nw..

ohh, latest news...danny had joined tarian. heh. *eyebrows up up*. the show would be held on the 11th of november in RP, so ppl, pls come dwn support, tickets can get thru me. there's also another production directed by our own member. title is "kental ah lu mat" non-malays are welcomed, there will be subtitles. tix will be at 10 bucks, special promo, buy 5 get 1 free. it will be at RP also, but on the 1st of november. interested ppl jus inform me.

till then;much love

Selatra Raya outing

2009-10-03T12:26:00.003+08:00

Ystd was selatra's raya outing, it was the best. wif a number of 30++ ppl, we went one end to the other. best or wad. haha. all tgt..3 bikes, 2 cars and 1 lorry. i of cos followed the lorry la. wad sumore. lol. on the roads, everyone was singing, make noise la, shout2 la, kacau orng la..kecoh la can. hahah. ade buat video merepek, lelaki smue dikir barat kat dalam lorry. wad to do, selatra gt alot of crazy ppl. haha. best thing, we went to last hse, Cik Mail's hse, at 1130. end up all rch hme 3plus in the morning. late rytt! i noe. when all gg hme, semue muke mcm nk pengsan gitu. lol. but overall it was fun raya-ing tgt. its like hw many hours passed oni, and im alr missing the fun and everyone. hopefully nxt yr, we can plan the same outing agn. heh. btw, photos are not up yet, so ya, wait awhile eh.=)

till then;much love

"ehwah ehwah, adek sugguh lawa!"

2009-09-30T22:36:00.003+08:00

Helo all. Its been a lonnnnnnggg time since i update. To my Muslim frens, Selamat Hari Raya.

Anw, recent happenings...nth much actually jus trainings and rehearsals and trainings and rehearsals....so ya. Its super the tired, but fun. =))

Today as usual, after training we slacked at the usual place. the numbers are geting lesser man..oni 5 of us can. guess becos of holidays, all working la tis la tat la... but still end up gg back late, cos somehw, all feeling2 wana gossip, talk abt ex la tis la all the weird2 topic semue kluar. haha.

Lately, days of sleepless nites..its jus so hard to slp, despite the fact tat im so tired nak mampos..The moment i close my eyes, tots jus flood in. not tat i want to, but it jus happen so naturally.. haiya...why....=(

till then;much love

upcoming events

2009-09-17T12:30:00.003+08:00

*ppooofffft*
heyy all. its been sumtime since i update this duat-filled blog..haha. aniwaes, holidays had been fine, although there's like training everyday. Nevertheless, it was fun, with all the funny and kecoh people. haha. made new friends, learn new stuff, blah blah... its the last week of fasting mth btw, and hari raye's jus around the corner. so looking forward.=) and...

my first set of baju kurung for hari raye. =D greeeennn!!!! bought it two days ago. ohh and geylang serai..that place is getting crowded everyday, and all the barbeque-ing is making the place smoky. worst still warm weather... everyone sweating like mad. but den again, its a nice place for food and....cheap clothing maybe.haha.

some upcoming events....

Pesta Raya at Esplanade - 18th oct

Fight Club - 28th oct

Reflections MCG - 1st nov

Muse - 11th nov

People, if ur free, come support ok! All will be held at RP except Pesta Raya. It'll be held at Esplanade. =)

alrite, got to gooo!

till then; much love

* still thinking whether i shud join tarian...*

holidays

2009-08-30T23:13:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!!

yes yes, i noe..long time nvr update.. was busy wif stupid UT 3. but well its over. its the freaking holidays nw man. so lets party =) in fact, alr did..lol

few days back, went to orchard ion.. crazy man. tats 1 place tat will keep u spending, burning of ur wallets... like so many things to buy la. go in one shop buy, go in another shop buy. buy and buy and buy and buy...bankrupt oso can sia..

and ystd..went to geylang serai. so many ppl, crowded like crazy, hot like crazy, and we were hungry like crazy.. so, we went to have dinner. aftr dinner we were full like crazy. we had our own serving of main course of our choice, and....75 sticks of satay...crazy feast.. haha. but it was gd, and we left bloated. ohh, and i saw many hari raye clothes.. so nice, wonder if i shud get a set for myself, duno wad colour to get oso....

tmr..training in the morning..aftr tat duno wad. feel like watching final destination 4. haha. well tats hw holidays are spent, who wud wana sit at hme and rot... guess tat's all, gona pack my stuff for tmr.. and i wana go sentosa!!!

till then;much love

school ends!!

2009-08-18T22:58:00.002+08:00

Today was the last day of school..doesnt feel different though...just felt like any other sch days..

anw..the past few days was kinda screwed..guessed it was all thanks to that nite. lol. 6 dudes, 1 bottle of vodka..nxt day all turned up in sch like zombies..puking their lungs out.. and yea, i sprained my freaking neck during training ystd.. hurts like shit. nw i gt problem turning my head. =( then today, there's sparring session during training..feels good man!! but as usual, here injured there injured..oh well...oh and i saw sumthing on facebook..felt so f-ed up siak... im such a dumbass.. haiya, its the past anw, so fcuk it.. and...

To my dearest buddy, Aini, hope ur ok babe, u dont seem to be ok recently, wadever happens, pls take care of urself aite, guess we'll talk when we mit..hopefully soon..

Tmr marks the start of UT 3...jeng jeng jeng...all the best peeps.. endure for another week and it'll be party time. =D

till then;much love

chance

2009-08-04T10:00:00.003+08:00

Things hasnt been so gd lately..

Looking back, im partly at fault..i want to save this friendship...why wouldnt u grant me this chance? sigh...

Anyway, im in sch nw, and lesson is so boring and dry...and tat is why im blogging..lol. and best part is i duno wad else to blog..lol.. haiyaa its breakout time alr...mkn!!! Laterr~~

" I dun wana go to bed mad at you, and i dun wan you to go to bed mad at me..." - Ne-yo

he's not a toy...

2009-08-02T00:27:00.003+08:00

Another nite wif the gilers...was supposed to be a happy nite for us, but oh well..

it all began wif fiq's gal.. duno wad the hell she's doing, making my fren so fcuking miserable..we in our more than 10yrs of frenship, have not seen him so upset till today... so insesitive and lacking of respect.. so wad nw? think my fren is a toy to u? a puppet tat u can manipulate? or ur servant for u to order around? bile kau nak die, kau cari die...bile kau tak nak, kau tinggalkan die...think wad funfair ar...hw would u feel if u were in his shoes? ever thought of that? i dont think do...cos u dont seem like one to think... do u even have any idea when u said and do all those things to him? do u have any idea hw he felt? do u have any idea hw much trouble he go through jus to make u happy? And tats the kind of treatment u give to him at the end of the day...pls la, stopping hurting him la...

last mth ashraf...tis mth fiq...nxt mth? nxt mth no more la...we're all single alr...hahaa

" eh gilers!!! kite jadi bapok sudah!! amcm?? wahahahahah!!!"

un-fit

2009-07-31T23:04:00.000+08:00

helo world..
sorry for nt updating..was sick tis few days, and yes nt myself either..
Met up wif buddy jus nw, and did some catching wif one another.thnx for the talk, and
dun worry, i'll be ok, hopefully...

Anw...Things have nt been well for the past few weeks, and worse of all, im SICK...
irritating or wad..ohh ohh, i almost fainted sia during tuesday's training and today's training..
freaking hell...the feeling was so nt nice.. and i keep getting dizzy spells like every now and then.
its better nw though, but my head is still feeling heavy, floaty, wadever...

"you are drifting away, jus like when the season changes.."

2009-07-21T10:07:00.002+08:00

morningggggg peeeeeps....

some shit happened ystd, so freaking scary can... a nissan sunny crashed into a taxi and flew, right in front of our faces. den ppl frm all over gt dwn and helped. den gt tis uncle dam kecoh. haha. his a kfc delivery man i guess. he was driving a kfc van. he was the first wan to rush dwn, den along the way sum others follow. den we, supposingly on the way to the gym, oso went to help. while helping, the kecoh uncle was like, " eh crowbar crowbar!! we nid a crowbar!!" den we were like...who the hell will have crowbar sia in the car, unless construction truck or sumthing ar.. den nvm.. den he gather us to help push the car down, since the car landed on the right side. den den, while pushing, he asked ashraf to go the other side to support..LOL..ashraf stoned.. den continue pushing.. finally the car was down. the driver was arnd his late 50s i think. he was like shocked or sumthing in his car.. den aftr tat wad happened, we not sure.. this is like my second encounter alr... scary...

current location: cls

mood: tired/slpy/bored

song playing: hanya kau yang mampu

-D.Amorei-

Happy 18th Irah =)

2009-07-18T13:11:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th birthday Irah!!
May u stay sweet and pretty forever
and
All the best for ur upcoming competition.
=)

hope u dun mind me taking ur pic frm frenster.. lol

boys night out

2009-07-12T19:17:00.003+08:00

Its been such long time ever since we've gone out tgt in a grp. It was one hell of a night man..haha

First stop: lucky plaza's Ayam Penyet RIA. had our dinner there. the ayam penyet is dope. awesomely delicious( sorry nvr take picture, cos all hungry). Aftr that decided to head down cityhall. then otw to the mrt train....

in front of taka, ashraf walked up to a aunty...

ashraf: ermm aunty ar!

aunty: *stones*

ashraf: where is takashimaya shoping centre ar??

us: WAHAHAHAHHAA!!! ASHRAF !#$#@* LA!!!!

wtf la...fcuking funny shit!! lol

after that we headed to clarke quay...while walking there, it started raining so we decided to stay in the underground tunnel and camwhore =)

i duno wad tis to ass are doing...lol
boys nite out

as u can see frm the photos, we are quite a crazy bunch, and last nite's outing was one of our craziest after a freaking long long long time..

after all that laughter and crazy shits, we decided to head home..erm.. not really home actually.. we went back to had a shower den lepak at our resident's corner, as usual. went back at 3plus in the morning..this is wad boys do when we'e bored and single...LOL

the usual card games and funny faces. haha

till then;much love

"Are u here for a reason , a season or a lifetime..."

cold

2009-07-11T10:54:00.003+08:00

All I wanted was just......

Live with it.

happy 19th PIKA

2009-07-09T23:41:00.004+08:00

A very happy birthday to...

Pika!!!!

Finally turned 19th eh. hehe. anw, wana wish u all the best, may u be in the best of health always, stay pretty and cheerful always, and rmb, ur frens are always with you, and will always be (esp ur giler here). hehe. hope u like the surprises, and make sure u finish the donuts!!! haha. Lastly, Happy 19th Birthday dearest<33....>

the birthday card..

the gift =)

hope u like it <3..

Anw, our initial plan was to set up the donuts and stuff and hide sumwhere, den "ambush" the birthday gal from behind. but thnx to the stupid shorrrrrrt break time, we cant afford to delay any longer as some of us have to be in cls alr, so, i went to bring the birthday gal dwn to the place and did a simple celebration. On another note, i would like to thank all the others who helped in this, although it didnt went as planned, it still ended swit. so yea, thnx peeps for making it happen. =)

till then;much love

fox madness

2009-07-07T11:24:00.007+08:00

Alrite peeps, most of u might have alr watched it.. but anw, jus wana say, its a super awesome movie. its worth watching it over and over again.. five stars for tis movie...bumble bee is damn cute. heh.
next...the fantasy of most/all guys..

Megan Fox!!!

yes yes, super hot, super sexy, super i-duno-hw-to-describe, super....i duno, undescribable =) she's really got us all foxed up man. everytime she appear on screen we were like " EH MEGAN FOX!! MEGAN FOX!!!" den followed by"oooooo~~~, woooaaaahh~, omg~~~". haha. h**ny idiots.lol. i wana watch again. haha.

im in class nw btw, will update again later. adios~

till then;much love

macro

2009-07-03T20:30:00.003+08:00

dan's best

dan's not so best
pics from photography lessons.. tis week's lesson was damn fun, guess becos everyone in the team was super hyper. haha
we were like the noisiest team for the day, the four of us was like singing non-stop, and we keep repeating the word "toad stool" and we ended up acapella-ing and it was damn funny! haha. it was a super duper fun thursday=)
sum other macro pics...

tats my eye...
photographer: ZJ
post-production: me

my favourite=)

im so gona get my own DSLR sooooooon!!!

im bored

2009-07-01T11:27:00.000+08:00

Alrite people...

im in the lab nw, having fyp, and its super boring... why? becos our advisor is nt here YET!! and we are like hungryyyy....best part is...our parts for our aircraft is not here yet...wth can..delay 2 wks alr sia...

past events..

Saturday...
when shopping at bugis=)) spent like 100++ within....an hr?.. scary ryt...i noe.. den went to search for yatt's jacket...owe her like over a mth alr...

sunday...
went suntec candy empire..den hme...and rottt...yes..super bored..

monday..
sch was ok.. no special events wad so ever.. aftr sch, went bbdc for RTE....and guess wad i fail by 1 qns againnnnn.....wth sia, second time alr can...waste my money...tsk

yesterday...
sch as usual, the number of h1n1 cases is shooting up like nobody's business..oh well, i duno why, but im not bothered very much by it...so yea...went for prac aftr sch and i passed.. yes ar!! finally moving on=)) oh, otw there, i met nyra...all i could say was....WOW!!...hahaha.ok shudup DAN...

gg for another evaluation and prac later=) hope can pass la eh.. for nw, lets jus rot in the lab while waiting for my advisor to come...tsk...

till then; much love

2009-06-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

Im feeling weird, so weird...its like all kinds of emotions are twirling in together. its jus undesrcibable, though i've felt this way before...but ya,dun ask me why cos i have fcuking no idea..

anw..in memory of the king of pop...

1958-2009
on of my favourite idols, used to imitate him infront of the tv when i was young... rest in peace...
Next few days, nono, in fact the whole of next week is gona be so damn bored to the max....no trainings for the whole of nxt week...mendak or wad sia..i nid a date la!!!!! anyone wana date me? LOL...crazy...haiyah, people say, when ur single u mingle...ya ture, but when got nobody to mingle with hw...sigh..when single, stress....when attached oso stress....hw la dehhhh...oh well...
"thought i will have it,but...dun think so anymore.."
breathe in.breathe out.calm down.chill out. accept it.
till then;much love

boredom strikes..

2009-06-25T22:37:00.000+08:00

These few days have been bored like shit....things that happend, everything...make me feel so bored. as usual, lessons in school nvr fail to put me to slp, except today, since its photography. and im in a grp with whacky people andandand eyecandy heh! to make things worse, the stupid h1n1 issue made the school cancel all IG trainings til nxt fri...FCUKING BORING OR WAD SIAAAA!!!!! i was like so looking forward to training can....end up, a few of us selatrans slacked outside civic till 9....i wonder hw im gona pass nxt wk with no freaking trainings...bored shit...sucky module tmr..gona slp alr....nites peeps...

till then;much love

little glory...

2009-06-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

And so it ended.. 3rd place class E. not what i really wanted, but well..better than nothing. Afterall, i did sweat and bleed to achieve this.. and this medal is not only for me alone. it also goes to selatra, to my friends and supporters. looking on the bright side, im the first and only one non-muslim to make my stand on the podium. cool or wad... anw, hope next yr brings better results...selatrans, fight on and dun give up...

till then;much love

fallen..

2009-06-14T00:07:00.000+08:00

The taste of defeat is indeed bitter..

and yes, i was defeated in the ring today..

sorry team selatra, sorry to those i've promised to win and go to the finals..

but sad to say i did not.. i apologise for the disappointment..

to the others who made it thru, all the best for the finals, bring back those gold medals..

till then;much love

SELATRAAAAAA

2009-06-08T00:10:00.000+08:00

alrite peeps...

today was second day of ivp. so far 2 golds 1 silver. keep gg selatra=)))

today, was so my dayyy man. had two fights and won two fights. thnx selatra, for ur support and my cornermans for ur useful advices.

both fight were intense for me. the first match gave me a freaking wound at the corner of my forehead. the doc said its gona leave a scar man...shit sia..not handsome alr la..tsk.. but well manage to end it well despite the wound. anw, i suddenly realised. i sumhw gt into trance mode unknowingly esp when i sweep/drop my opponent to the ground. the feeling was awesome..and yes selatra, i noe u guys wan more. i shall satisfy that craving of the team. haha. well well, bruised and swelled, bu its all worth it, for me and for the team and for those who supported me.

one more thing...
buddy aini!!!!! thnx for coming dwn to support too yea!! loves=) ur my lucky charm * kening naik2* haha. have proper meals hor!!! lose weigth like duno wad alr. tsk..once agn thnx for waking up early morning jus to come watch me fight eh =)) *hugs hugs*

till then;much love

i smell ivp...

2009-06-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

peace be upon all..

sorry for not updating recently, had been very tired. anw...

monday, which was ystd. wushu training in the morning,and sumthing happened...knn..i like kene bondage. lol. tie hand tie leg, kene throw into the air. den gt sum jianren...duno gt brain anot, so tight alr still go fasten the fastener, den cut my hand..basket..u human or pig..lol. jus kidding la big ben... but still thanx for the 'surprise' people, and the present =))))))) after that, went for silat and was like shagged from the start, den of cos in the end, even more shagged...

tuesday, today...went for training as per normal... today's training was considered quite hardcore..60 kicks per leg...aftermath= fatigue + aches..lol. 2 days left to IVP...time flies so fast.

time to get into the mood man..in fact, im kinda in the mood alr, jus tat i nid to make sure i get enuff rest.. to the other competitors,lets do our best and do RP proud aite. fight to ur last breath!

before i end off....

webby with meowmeow. haha. eh meowmeow, i think if ur classroom dark ar u can be pontianak sia...LOL.
well, thats all for nw..
peace be upon all
till then;much love

fatigue and...

2009-05-20T18:50:00.000+08:00

peace to all....

past few days has been busy and tired.. there's so many problems recently, well, nt gona list it dwn here, cos if i do, it'll blow things up.. anw, jus to say, its jus super irritating to see hw ppl dun behave the age they are at and worse....period.

ok. ystd.. training was super tiring and painful than usual.. and there's sparring session.. my spar was with this new member, his name is farhan if im nt wrong...he's good..he's fast..he has power.. i kena sapu by him and my calf swelled...and he dropped me like continuosly throughout the whole match.. even b4 the match starts, the moment i had a glimpse at him, i alr had a hunch tat im gona get trash..and i was ryt.. for the first time, i've had such a feeling.. usually i dun feel a thing, instead i was confident tat i will fair well. but ystd was totally out of the norm.. oh well.. den got bruises all over..=( thnx UNO for the ice pack=))))

today...almost overslept. lucky i had parents who talk dam loud, so yea, woke up thnx to their noise. haha. den went to collect my military pass, den dwn to sch for fyp... den finally...HOME
so bloody tiredddddd...oh ya. UT!! ystd UT was WTFFF....lol.. lucky nt close book. if nt...DIE
tmr...welcome tea=) looking forward babeh...hahaha

'grow up and act like ur age...'

till then;much love

happy 17th Nida Amalina

2009-05-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

Alrite peeps, introducing Nida Amalina. =)) She's jus joined selatra btw, she's a cat lover, she likes to draw2 on msn like me, tats why i call her my drawing buddy. haha. Andandand...the time now is 1205. tat means... its her bdae!!!! happy 17th bdae!!! may u stay healthy, cool and cute as always aite. dun worry, i wont chase u wif parang tmr, i'll jus irritate the shit out of u every training. =) oh erm, i didnt photoahop ur photo, so thank me eh...once again happy bdae, best wishes. =)
till then;much love

Yatttttttt =)))

2009-05-13T21:43:00.000+08:00

Happy belated 19th birthday Yat!!! Its on the 10th may, sunday, actually. But since this is a late pose so yea. Hvnt met for quite sum time, and yes missed tis sporty girl alot. haha. Anyway,enjoy while u can babe, and may u be in the best of health always and erm... pls take gd care of yourself while in Ubin aite. Stay hot. =D

alrite, done with the birthday wish...nxt...sch.

As usual, sch has been hell. lessons are getting so freaking draggy and dry.. when will it ever get better...shits.. ystd's training was tiring but fun=) there's sparring, and erm...felt kinda sucky for my fight...oh well...competitions arnd the corner, gotta buck up..tmr, training, think there's gona be a selection..woooh..may the best man wins~~~~

til then;much love

bad days

2009-05-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

Peace to all..

It has been quite rough recently. I wake up with the down-est mood for the past few mornings. why? i duno myself.. nt enuff slp? dun think so, i always dun slp enuff, but im ok when im awake. this is like the first time.. den i realised, its recent events that is the cause.. thinking back about all that, it kinda suck to the max..seriously..and this is the aftermath im feeling..hope it subside soon...

silat orientation...cool shits..quite a number of talents. and a big crowd too. hopefully the number stays and last. amongst the crowd, there was an enchanting smile...who?...not saying. (selatrans will noe..) lol.

bsk...wushu punye orientation... excited, nt really. but looking forward to it. heard there's a few babes coming in..lol..

anw, gtg peeps..
rest well...
peace be upon all

till then;much love

back to school..

2009-04-30T23:54:00.000+08:00

hi all, like finally the time to update..its been freaking busy since sch starts, esp tis wk. becos of SLA.

lets start wif monday... its the eve of the SLA fiesta. so...went dwn to the booth to decorate. and it sucks cos my white shorts gt a streak of gold paint across the left pocket.. lucky its jus a short line, if nt...die.. anw did wad we supposed to and went off. rch hme late, plus RJ...usually i'll do it in cls, but yea cos have to rush to the booth. so yea. den slept at like 1am...tired shit...

tuesday...woke like earlyin the morning, cos mum and dad was blabbering so loudly till i woke up, and i couldnt go back to slp.... lesson was fun though. went arnd snapping pics. den ent for performance. den rush to PPP lighting rehearsal...till like 9. shagged...

wednesday...FYP...as usual..did a presentation then slack. why? cos we alr planned everything during the hols. we jus nid to wait for the parts to arrive for assembly. oh erm, we building a plane btw... den aftr tat rush for PPP full dress rehearsal again till 9+++ again. went hme bathe, msn abit, den died on the bed like a dead pig...

today...most shagged day....aftr lesson, went for wushu performance at 5..den rush to PPP at 530...kiwakkk, nk mati pun ade.. anw, PPP went well. and yea went to slack wif the selatrans. den hme swit hme... tmr's holiday...do wad?? SLPPP!!!!!

tats all folks..

till then; much love

life's rewind

2009-04-12T23:37:00.000+08:00
hi hi.. yes yes...bla..wadever..

its so dam bloody boring tis days.. even if im outside of the hse, the feeling of boredom is still there. why? becos there's freaking no place to go. my usual gang and i had been almost everywhere in s'pore, especially the hot spots and favourd hangouts of young adults like us. there's seriously no where new for us to hang out alr leh..tskk

anw, all kinds of shit has been happening recently..sum gd sum bad sum duno which...

the past is repeating again. i wonder if God is testing me again or am i caught in His games again. oh well...those who noe will noe wad i mean.. and its kinda screwed up, cos all come back at one shot....which can screw things up and cause me some shit...but so far nth has happened yet.. one step a time baby..

andandand, sum ass tried to find trouble wif my fren's gal...wth..no life can. act like big shot. threaten2, scold2. wad generation alr....crazy.. well, i duno the whole story yet, so better shut it here..

tmr training...the mood...seems to be on and off..duno the reason, dun ask why. gt no idea. and im having a freaking headache....*panadol!!!!!* nites. go slp.

till then;much love

2009-04-08T22:30:00.000+08:00
Wassup readers(if there is any..)...

jus back frm werk...f-ing tired, but not in the mood to slp yet..so i decided to update..

first, work.. been some time ever since i've gone back to PINES. its a catering service btw. miss the aunties and definitely the food =) today i worked the later shift, till nite. and today was dam slack, jus went arnd to clear stuff and to open wine for the guests.. except ending, dam tiring. carry all the heavy stuff. wad to do.. 3 guys oni.

second, dyson. the interview was supposed to be tmr. but the lady had to postponed it. so its set on saturday...sian.. tot of starting work on sat instead... in the end....oh well. hope i get this job anw. i freaking nid money man.. =(

third, milktea.. her competition today, wonder hw she had done. anw, no progress lately. my case seems to be worse. feels like its drifting away further.. hw sad is tat... sumtimes i jus couldnt be bothered anymore... like..its pointless. oh well...

fourth, fyp... the most mood-recking shit...another miting tmr. miting ppl frm the aerospace industry. sounds kinda fun. but still, the tot of fyp still bore me.. and thnx to it, my daily schedule has narrowed, and its jus the holidays. i wonder wad it'll be like when sch reopens.. i probably die of exhaustion b4 the semester ends...lol..

oh ya.. u ppl shud catch the movie Shinjuku Incident starring Jackie Chan. its great. =)

tats all for nw. nites folks..

till then;much love

the path..

2009-04-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

Freaking boring sunday as usual..
first ever sunday i woke up early on my own will..hw surprising is that..
anw..chat wif b1 the whole afternoon today, i get the picture to her problem..glad she's staying strong. hahs=)

its almost 9 nw, the atmosphere in my room caused a sudden twirl in my mood, and jus nice she came online. well, but wads the use, we wouldn't talk, even if we do, it would be short...and it'll end just like that.. Its impossible that she dun get my hints, cause a smart person like her, can see...its obvious..perhaps we've not attain the level of closeness for her to show anything and therefore she's just ignoring..i duno...ppl always tell me to be patient, and tats wad im doing, and i hope that all this patience i invested could repay back.

ystd..went PS wif the biggest, the smartest and the jian-est...den met up wif cutest aftr tat. headed to the arcade for sum entertainment as usual den dwn to macs for sum snacks and to chill. we were served by this Rajah guy. cool shit.. 5 star service. oh ya, it suddenly dawned upon me that the jian-est always get bullied/pranked by us. haha!! sorry big ben, tats ur fate i guess. LOL!!! nxt time jus be a lil' smarter. hah! jus kidding ar blue ranger, dun take it seriously. =P Eh rangers tmr training, our J fren duno coming anot...if come mus give " BIG WELCOME" sia. LOL. one gone, another come....tis wan more cunning than the previous wan, rangers, better watch tis fella.

looking forward to tmr's training=)

on another note: i nid a freaking job la f**k.....

till then;much love

random

2009-04-02T22:02:00.000+08:00

Its a boring wednesday, went back to sch for fyp.. more ideas came out and nxt week will be the rough prototyping... went for the dry run for PPP ENCORE after tat...it was dam funny, AN and i were fooling around wif the wigs..lol

tats AN

tats me..LOL

andandand.. skipped training today cause of the am sunburn from sentosa...pics..

there's oso a video..

monkey king?? LOL

fun times wif these people =))

On another note, im kinda worried for b1 =( , seems like she's facing many problems, yet she keep telling me she's fine.. i noe she's not, i can sense it. But well, shan't force it out frm her. hope she's doing ok and gg smooth in sch, and oso for all these to be over for her soon... Hey b1, lighten ur burden, share ur problems wif b2 one day aite..and pls rest well..

Tmr's milktea's comps.. not sure if im gg dwn to support, but well all the best to D =)

till then;much love

post-hk

2009-03-15T01:14:00.000+08:00

Last nite when i went to bed, moments of the hongkong trip float through my mind. I realise and saw through many things. I see the true colours of my mates from wushu, both good and bad, and some quite entetaining haha. I cant deny that i myself also showed my true self in that room of 5. Our room, was the most fun of all, seriously. Everynite we f*ck around with one another, making fun here and there, imitating here and there, make stupid videos, esp jayjay! lol. Another thing i cant believed that happened...I've fallen for her again...hw hw hw... and sumthing happened jus now, well not really sumthing happened, jus sumwan told me sumthing, and it sort of f**ked things up and threw me into confusion. Like, i duno...its adding on to my headaches, i feel like dying...

nites all..

till then;much love

home sweet home =)

2009-03-13T15:06:00.000+08:00

im back peeps!!
hong kong was awesome!! the food, the fashion, the gals(oops!), except the ppl, are way fabulous.
i was lucky cos ferst two days there was my comps so it ended early for me, and the rest of the days are plainly spamming of cash. haha. spent like almost a thousand. freaking hell, enjoyed like a king there, nw im like a cow working my ass off to earn money agn. but anyway, shall start off wif the food ferst...here comes the pics..

curry wings with rice

hongkong chicken rice with boneless chicken legs

hongkong's lemon ribena

herbal duck thigh rice

bloody addictive egg tarts =) (its only 60cents for 3!!!)

our all time favourite: roast goose. never ever have enough of it =)

fried beancurd hongkong style

mixed roast meat.
almost every morning, the moment we open our eyes, we start our shopping spree. and it always ended like 11 at nite b4 we head back to the hotel. and at the hotel, we will joke around esp lister. kikikiki! till like 1plus morning b4 all knockout.
the comps was alrite for most of us, most of us achieved our expectations. and overall i think we done well. i won two silver, shud have been a gold and a silver, but i lost to ben by 0.01 haha. gd job ben!! nxt yr my turn!
rite nw, everyone is missing hk haha
its a nice place afterall =)
and im freaking craving for their iced milk tea =( damn..
till then;much love.

the usuals

2009-02-27T20:11:00.000+08:00

Hi all..

finally had time..

lets start from monday.. monday was ronald's 21st birthday..party at chalet till next morning and went home. and lister told us some funny shit..lol sumwan's mum called and threatened him..crazy..i dun have to mention his name..those in wushu would know..haha.

Tuesday, as usual. went silat training. was dam tiring and i freaking got a swell from saiful. he's super fast with his legs man. and after him was amin. i havent got the videos yet. will post up soon i get it.

Wednesday, nothing much. boring day. oh, went for hair cut..the barber cut too short at the back already la...tsk..

Thursday , went for a photoshoot for this company called TILT. 35bucks per hr. easy cash, i know. haha. but mus wait for duno went before we get paid leh. tsk. hope it comes before i go to hong kong next week.

Today, went training on time. like finally. lol. its coach's birthday, so we celebrated aftr training and there's lion dance. haha. thnx to ronald and ah ling. but got no drums so felt abit weird. but it was good anyway. and sum snapping during training..

thnx for ur clown face jayson..lol
ah ling

me=)

Tomorrow saturday...do what leh...sian leh
i wanna go hongkong!!!!!!!

till then;much love

hectic

2009-02-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

The most tiring week ever...

silat camp was almost hell and i fell sick after that..wonderful or wad...but overall it was quite a fruitful experience, bonded with many others whom i seldom mixed with when in school or during the usual trainings. Anyway, some shit almost happened there, im not gona say what but yea, i see the true colours now.. the day i headed home after camp, i totally got owned by my confy bed. i slept like a freaking dead corpse there. and the best part was i woke up late for the afternoon wushu training... so i jumped out off bed and quickly headed down to school..

At training... everyone was there already. so i got changed and joined the rest. well training was fun on wed, cos coach wasnt there. it was our self training, but we ended up fooling around..BUT we still trained....a little. haha. oh..and i managed to snap some pics too...

so yea.. here it is..

and at today's training, we were bored aftr that, so i did sumthing stupid...for entertainment..lol

haha! cool shit?? tell me about it...
keong said i looked like some deity..lol

anyway, valentine's day last week was bored shit...and definitely my most unlucky day ever...not gona talk about it ever..

andandand i leaving for hongkong in 2 weeks time!! =) cant wait man! all the shopping and food!

that's all for now folks

till then; much love

random stuff..

2009-02-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

Today....
went work as usual, and guess wad was the ferst thing i was told to do...wash the floor at the backyard of the clubhse-.-''' i was like, since when its our job?? isnt it the cleaner's job? and the best part is, there were patches of sticky substance on the ground. Nevertheless, i did the job since im the only guy there( excluding the chefs).. And and tis funny China gal offered to help, so yea, got a lesser work to do. Tis gal dam funny, early morning she and this old fella whom we called uncle David was quarelling over some stupid flowers and stuff, i was laughing away wif this kakak who also works there. Such cute people. lol. anyway, back to cleaning,the stubborn patches of i duno wad took us like 1 whole hr to get rid of it..and soon when we were done, its almost lunch time..not for us la, for customers. luckily, it wsnt much of a crowd today, so can relax abit la. i happened to be hanging out more with the chefs today, they freaking full of nonsense, they can come out with their dirtiest joke ever and u'll be laughing ur asses off. Dam entertaining. haha.

After work....i jus did the most stupidest thing ever in my life. Cos it was raining and i was stuck at the market nearby my hse( i was there to top up my prepaid). den i decided to take a bus back. ok so, there's tis bus that is supposed to go around bishan and to thomson and back to bishan interchange. if i take at the opp side, den it will go around thomson ferst b4 it heads to bishan area and back to the interchange. so aftr a long time of not taking buses, i actually forgot which route it takes. i am supposed to cross over to the opp bus stop to take the bus, but no i didnt. cos i couldnt rmb a the routes, so i thought both sides will pass by the bus stop at my hse. den when the bus came, i boarded with confidence, until in the midst of the ride, i slowly regain memory of the route...and i was like, shit! wrong bus! nb... so yea. i ended up at the interchange. from one end of bishan to the other end of bishan...wth kan? den i have to take another bus back hme. waste bus fare. i was telling this to my buddy, and i know she's definitely laughing at me. lol..

Talking about this buddy...
I think i'll do a short intro.. eh aini! this section is urs!=)
her name is aini, she's turning 20 and she studies in MI. anw, its kinda scary hw we actually became buddies.. almost everything about us is similar. we like sports, we like kinder buenos, we like to go under the sun. Andandand..she can actually tell how im feeling at the moment man!!! there's jus too many things about us that's alike man...its kinda cool and kinda freaky too..RIGHT BUDDY?? hahaha. oh ya, gd luck for 2.4 tmr eh, better rest early tonight hor!=)

alryt. thats all for today. toodles..

till then;much love

tired saturday nite..

2009-02-07T22:35:00.000+08:00
Finally had the time to update...wonder how much dust my blog has collected...

Lets start from new yr. It was as usual, everything is the same every year. The only part where im entertained was when all cousins and uncles and aunties come together and gamble. well, its sort of like a tradition already, so yea. Luckily i lost like 20 bucks only, a few of my cousins lost like hundreds. Crazzzy!!! I rather they give the money to me..LOL

Went to coach's hse on the the third day of new year with lister and jayson. As usual, we gambled. Coach join in too, and i was the biggest winner that night=). But overall, this yr's celebration was not as fun as previous years.. oh wel.

This week was totally packed. Trainings almost everyday. andandand i jus had my napfa on wednesday. I scored a gold =) im still fit alryt! BUT today's training really had me running out of steam man. And thnx to all this, my appetite has been like a monster this few days, and i really mean MONSTER!!

Next saturday is valentine's day man.. i kinda gotta plan for her already, but im still waiting for her answer. AND....this morning mama told me we are celebrating grand-dad's birthday. den...

mama: nxt sat we gt dinner hor, its grand-dad's birthday.
me: eh valentines day leh hw?
mama: why? u got date huh?
me: ya, but not confirm yet..hw lidat??
mama: bring her along for dinner lor
me: *stunned*

Im stunned..firstly, i didnt know mama would say that, because she was never in favour of me having a relatonship while schooling. Secondly, i just got to know her like for arnd a month or so txting and chatting online and we've only seen each other once.. Thirdly, I duno if she's gona be comfortable tagging along to dinner with my family if she agrees to go out with me man(hopefully she dont mind)... Ultimately, i wouldnt mind, in fact im glad that i could bring her along,but i wonder if she feels the same way...haiya.. wait for her answer first la..

After talking so much, i realised i have not introduced who's this "her"..lol..hw dumb can i get..tsk

Her name is Joy(yes, thats a happy name)
she's 18 this year
she's sweet-looking and friendly =)
and she's coming to RP
so yea..

guess thats all for now. take care people.

till then;much love

=)

2009-01-19T12:05:00.000+08:00
YO YO YO
wassup ppl..

i finally had time to update..

met up wif the gerek bunch just now, and as usaul, we never fail to create laughteramong ourselves=)

last week was totally exhausting yet fun...haha thnx to those who came down to support and voted for me..it was a memorable event..even though i did not win , i made new frens and gained experiences and im contented with that..At the start we were so sick and tired of rehearsals, and now we are missing them..and i miss the people..they are such a happening bunch ..haha..photos of mr ms rp will be uploaded soon...hopefully...now that everything has ended, its back to the usual life again, gona miss those moments..oh well..

its the last week of school..im feeling a lil happy, a lil sad and...idk..so many emotions swirling..lol
anw, im not in cls, cos cls is so boring and im tired, worse still having sore throat...waiting for time to past..but its so slow........will update again later at nite..

p.s. CNY is coming..$$$$ =)

till then;much love

beezzzzzzzzy

2009-01-10T18:16:00.000+08:00
hey hey hey...

its been a freaking busy week since school starts, open house and trainings and MR MS RP...
yep it will be happening on the 16th of jan at agora hall people...

anw, went fitting just now for our casual wear, its sponsored by DC super heroes...sounds cool right...but no, the tees and jeans were ok, but the shoes.... HELL...its just so not matching..but we cant do anything since its free..i cant imagine wearing that shoe on stage...omg..

next week is fully packed with rehearsals and events and hopefully all will be over at the last week of school..phew..

oh andandand here's some outdated photos during silat training..

lazing around...

liyana, fiiez, farah

dinner at long john aftr training..

liyana, hazwan

rei, fiiez..

guess that's all for now...update again soon..

till then;much love

2009

2009-01-02T21:33:00.000+08:00
happy new year everyone..

i know i've not been updating. well i've been effffffing tired lately... anyway its 2009. i wana wish all my frens, a happy new year. may this year be a cheerful and successful year for all of you. =)

how time flies..we are one year older in just a blink. looking back at all that happen in 2008, i realised i've been through so much. be it happy moments or sad moments or heartbreaking moments...i really learnt alot, and all of it is etched down memory lane.. may 2009 be a gd year..

will update again people..im supposed to go mit ryna nw...

nites all..

till then;much love

2008-12-25T22:48:00.000+08:00
merry christmas peeps...

here's are some photos from the photoshoot at sentosa...

arrival...

shariffah, farhati, huda

introducing....

jill

shariffah

farhati

dan ft. ati, fahfah

the babes..

the dudes...

dan ft. fahfah

i like this one...=)

mr and ms rp 08...

thats all folks...have a great night people =)

boring sunday

2008-12-21T12:39:00.000+08:00
finally had the time to update...

it has been a busy and tiring week..everyday was filled with trainings and work..next week will be worse, because of culturephamily day...to all MCG members...please come down alright. it will be a day of fun and bonding, and there's food provided also, so please do come down..

tmr will be at sentosa for phooshoot =) get to meet the fun people and suntan!
haha. but meeting time is kinda too early..but..who cares..as long i get to suntan till i become darker. hehe.

anyway, before i go off....

The most painful sentiment in this world is not a physical sting, but the fact that the love between him and her is still lingering strongly, yet reality has to seperate them...

till then;much love

plain tuesday

2008-12-16T22:59:00.000+08:00
boo ya baby..

there's many birthdays this month, so i'll start of by wishing my friends=)
happy birthday to:
melissa wufang
farah selatra
shaifuddin
and happy belated birthday to atie (endang dikir)...

intensive training has started for both wushu and silat...and because of that im aching all over..especially my legs...coach has been giving us circuit trainings recently, and its damn tiring...imagine 100 frog jumps...and it doesnt stop there...there's more..im totally out of steam and i still gotta werk tmr=(

anyway..saw this sumwhere:

Memories are like a piece of exquisite glass.
Beautiful, fragile and dangerous.
When you break it,
It will shatter into pieces,
And every piece of the glass,
Which was ever so beautiful minutes ago,
Will turn into sharp blades that cuts deep into your skin...

true...isnt it...oh well..

will update again tmr. nites peeps..

till then;much love

F&B auntie

2008-12-13T22:23:00.000+08:00
Yesterday was damn suay sia... look at the below pic and you noe wad i mean:

for those who dont know what's that, its ok...jusdun ask me...thnx

Anw...today at work..i had to take over the bar thanks to that b**** auntie from the F&B department(i'm in banquet department btw), and fyi, we are alr shorthanded.

we: hey we have to start serving the drinks alr
F&B's bar girl: a moment please, i have to settle this bill ferst.
auntie to bar girl: help settle this bill also , and there's an order for a pepsi and lemon soda.
bar girl: hang on, i need to attend to them first*pointing at us*
auntie: HELP THEM FOR WAD?! that's their business, let them do themself.
me:*wtf* eh(to bar girl), let me into the bar, we settle ourself, since F&B people not WILLING to help us..
the auntie stared at me
i couldnt be bothered, i just walked pass her...den from there, i became the bar man from 1 to 3...it was so damn boring even though all i do is to make drinks...
i wonder why the people in F&B are so stuck up. even eye candy is like that...wth la...oh oh and she lose weight seh aftr 2weeks of absence =P ok wadever...gotta go..
nites everyone =)

till then;mucho love

usual events

2008-12-11T23:04:00.000+08:00
School turned out fine today..

today's module: communication systems. we learned about broadband and fibre optics and blahblahblah...and we get to fiddle around with this interesting tool:

forgot what its called, but it was cool. =)

nxt....UT=(

despite the fact i went through the 6Ps the nit before trying to understand as much as i could and giving full attention in class while faci goes through revision with us, i think screwed up this UT...again...=(

anyways, its asmin's birthday today. happy birthday hulk! hahaha. he got sabo-ed tadi at civic. covered in eggs and flour...better go soak ur hair in shampoo. lol.

tmr will be Laplace Transform part II...people in SEG will know what that is..tmr will be a brain-wrecking day..better go sleep now, if not i'll end up buying someone long island tea.

nites..

till then; much love

mamande

2008-12-10T22:27:00.000+08:00
hello peeps...been tired lately thats why i didnt blog..anyway..lets start back from yesterday..

Cabut school halfway, because the mood's not there ...so i went to slack at the coffeshop with pasti, ryna, ling and din. thnx to pasti for her diary, din started this very silly yet stress-relieving game. here's the rules:

#1. everyone has to write something to make a story.
#2. each person is limited to write a given number of words

and so it goes....

along the way it went..it became more and more ridiculous and funny. pasti got dragged into the story along with falah and ryna. right mamande? lol. will post it when i get the story from pasti, then u guys can have a good laugh..=)

aftr tat......silat training....it was crazy man...its obvious that my stamina plunged down big time and my moves are rusty. there's my favourite spariing session, but it turned out dissapointing..
during my spar, i just couldnt settle down inside. the focus was not there and i cant concentrate and i ended up taking blows...it was so not pleasant...gotta get back in shape soon..
on another note, the juniors are improving greatly..they learn fast and improve fast..well done..keep it up people.

there's UT tmr...=( better go slp now....nites all

till then;much love

all the best =)

2008-12-07T22:59:00.000+08:00
home sweet home...just got back after slacking outside..

anw...jus wana say a few things..i guess lately i've been letting my emotions take over, and i apologise for being rude and disrespectful in the past few posts...well, at that point of time i was fogged with anger to even use my head to think..and yes i will show my respect, no worries..
to him, hey dude, sorry for the nonsense i wrote about you eh..and...all the best to you both..
*peace*

till then;much love

Long island tea..

2008-12-07T18:58:00.000+08:00
Today was abit better..i woke up feeling lighter at heart.. i think it must be the effects of the long island tea i had last nite. in case any of you dont know what that is...

yep..this bottled liquid here is long island tea; the stress reliever=)

anw, its my ferst try...and its kinda refreshing at first sip.. eh ryna, i drank with straw also leh, and i drag the last half, but like got no feeling ar...lousy la you. hahahaha.

during lunch time at work, i sat down in the male locker room thinking about last nite's convo with uno, and many2 things that happen around me previously.....den i thought to myself...maybe i should just let go and step back...maybe i'll smile more that way..

well....will be miting tres, zoul and faraD later, and i guess thats all for nw..i'll probably blog again later at night..

till then;much love

2008-12-05T23:26:00.000+08:00
zZZzz..hi all... yes, i am very sleepy....zzZZzz

but

nevertheless, i felt the need to blog..
today was a moody day for me...i duno why, i jus woke up feeling like this. maybe because of the happenings that took place around me..but it did not affect my enthusiasm to do work today=)
however...today's problem was @^%&*($...yes, this is RP's specialty, they like to come up with such problem statements to screw u up and it happens always at times when you are not feeling very pleasent...i so "love" this school...ish..after school, went training..im glad i went, cos it lighten me up..i totally forgot about all stress at that point of time..the people there really made my day..even though it lasted for that short few hours..working tmr...better go slp nw..

nites people..

till then;much love

p/s i so need a ciggarette right now...

2008-12-05T22:58:00.000+08:00
Tagged by: uno
RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continuing this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?Yes of course...who doesnt..

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl older than you?Yes.I already did...

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love? as long as i last on earth..

4. What would you do with a billion dollars? too much too list

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend? If possible, i will try not to..

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?Both..

7.How do you define love? a responsibility to protect and care for that sumwan, most importantly, honesty and loyalty.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?All the best..

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy? No...

10. What makes you sad? Seeing her down and hurt..

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? free from the grasps of RSAF

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?family and friends

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?happiness

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor? married but poor..as long i have sumwan to love, it wouldnt affect if i were poor or rich..

15. What is your favourite colour? green

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick? Sorry..i only go for one gal at a time...

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done? depends on who is that sumwan.

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like? Pls take good care of urself..I pray for your happiness and hope to see u smile always.. i'll always be here for you if u need me..and lastly, i hope u won't forget me, cos i will never ever let you leave my mind...

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose? erm...

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"? i want to believe, but so far things that happens make me doubt so...

5 ppl who's going to do this survey.
a) ryna
b) falah
c) fiiez
d)Kak Wirni
e) farhati

2008-12-04T18:56:00.000+08:00
Today was not a very pleasant day....

firstly...
the problem statement today was like it came from the toilet bowl...yes..it was shitty..6pages of equations to evaluate..and 2 pages of formulas to remember..*faints* to add up to this shitty combo, there's UT today..luckily the paper was do-able..

secondly...
met up with her today...the sight of her made my heart ache..she lost her voice and she looked so down...went to the coffeeshop to meet the others...and guess wad...he came...its so not the right time for him to be there..my blood boiled the moment i see him..ryna left halfway, i guessed she was pissed too..
moments later, we too left..and i didnt even bothered to salam him...at all.. __

thirdly...
im waiting to be interviewed for the next MCG comm right now and i'm sooo bored...i wonder how its gona be when its my turn..oh well..

andandand...

oh ya...falah...pls do not put ur hands around my waist when walking in public..i know you are friendly, but that its abit too friendly...lol...and it looks wrong.

that's all for now...

till then;much love

2008-12-03T23:05:00.000+08:00
gd evening everyone...i jus got back home and im freaking tired...i felt like i could just collapse anytime.

anw, went velocity just now to get sumwan's sumthing. hehehe. tmr will be a surprise for her=)
aftr that went back to bishan junction 8 with faraD, tres, hilmi and zoul..we slacked at rooftop and chatted till 9 then i made a move first cos i have dinner waiting for me at home and i was dead tired...

dendenden...

i receive a txt...i knew this would happen..
to that ass, what is wrong with you? why do you have to hurt her again? seriously you are an ass..if it wasnt for her, i swear my life to God that i would have whacked the shit and brains out of you..oh i forgot...you dont have any brains...cos it didnt went thru that empty head of yours that it hurts to play with ppl's heart and to lie again despite the fact that you were forgiven so many times...i DESPISE you..

to her, try to lighten up, i know its difficult. pls take good care of yourself and rest..i'm always here if you need me..

oh yea.. guess wad my third UT great is released...i got a f**king E!!!! =( i'm worried sick now..better start revising for this module and score for the last UT....

gdnite peeps..

till then;much love

2008-12-03T16:59:00.000+08:00
wassup dudes and babes..

its my photoshoot today=)
it started off at sports complex, and then to wellness room then to heritage room then to ...blahlahblah...had many many shots..we almost go blind from the camera flashes..lol
we had fun they were gerek as usual. haha. we will be having a beach shot at sentosa over the holidays...cant wait man... seriously. they are giving us the photos we took today, but duno when , will upload them as soon as i get it.

ended at 4 then went to meet tres..we gg sumwhere to get sumwan's sumthing which has long "expired"(tres, you know i know. shh ). we went to the library then saw ryna there..
sory eh ryna, i was supposed to meet her at coffeeshop this morning but i overslept as always..
and she, as usual pester me for her BP shoes. hahaha. oh anw, ryna, i think u have "special powers"

I saw sumting that sank my heart again...if only emotions have a backspace button, then we can simply hit this button and go back to before...sigh

will update again later tonight...

till then;much love

2008-12-02T11:05:00.000+08:00
hi all.. this is my first ever post in a blog. i dont know why i even start this blog but well..here it goes.

Lets start frm...school

class is uuuuuuuuber boring as usual..even my favourite lab session couldnt get the boredom out of me.
worse still, im suffering from stomachache thanks to the prata frm the coffeeshop opp sch.. i think the fella nvr wash his hands when he made my prata..my dear stomach, pls get well and have mercy on me..
went coffeeshop to meet gigi and his gang during 2nd break..jubs was there too, and he passed his TP and got his bike license..gigi and i was freaking jealous..i hope that day comes soon for me,
then i dont have to go public..
during third miting, faci came in and told the class that we did freaking badly for the recent UT and if we dont buck up and do well for the next UT, there'sa high possibility that we have to repeat this module..after hearing that, i felt damn shitty because i alr got a D and a D+ for my first 2 UTs...lets pray that i dont get shit grade for this third want..
after class when for meeting then training...i just realised that my stamina had plunged down like a rollercoaster after weeks of absence from training...gotta get back in shape soon.
met ryna otw at mrt jus nw, then went hme together. as usual she bug me about the BabyPhat shoes she wanted so so badly, i told her to go bug her mm instead..lol..sory ryna, i would have gotten it for you if RSAF paid me earlier=(

tmr....
photoshoot at 11...get to meet the friendly peeps for MR and MS RP. yes, they are a lively bunch. Its fun to be with them =)

"Love is just a cusre in disguise..." i came across this in one of my msn contacts..
from what i feel nw, i totally agree man..i feel so messed up inside..

to nura, i apologise for dissapointing you, i already told you that i want to go slow. u noe what i am going thru for the past few weeks..if you think that we are not progressing and you are wasting your time, i advice you to just forget about me. you are a nice girl, and i do not want to hurt you. Go find someone better...

to her, i hope you are happy and smiling always...

anw, thanks uno and tres for being there to listen to me pour my sadness and lepak with me at esplanade..

the weather is so unpredictable recently. people are falling sick because of the sudden change in climate..take care peeps, drink lots of water..

and to her...IMY....very very much...

till then; much love